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[14 Mar 2005|10:20pm] |
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i made another journal.. dont worry this will be the last..i promise! l0l..no i dont but hey.. i figure i lik this one but i lik the name of the otha 1 betta. the username is defining_l0ve. its a zero for the "o". check it out! LaTeR h0uRs!!
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[14 Mar 2005|02:14pm] |
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//4\\ more days till Spring Break
//7\\ more days till I leave for Texas. *woot woot*
//10\\ more days till I come back from Texas. =(
//14\\ more days till Spring Break ends. =(
//49\\ more days left of school. *unfortunatly*
//89\\ more days till my birthday. *15*
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[14 Mar 2005|02:07pm] |
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hey every1..im majorly sick. mi minor sore throat haz got to b an affection now. i sound, look, and feel horrible. wen i cough i sound lik a fucking lion. its so nasty. but yeah. so i stayed home today bc of it. i hope britts not mad at me for ditching her AGAIN!! aww i feel so0o bad. shes onli done it 2 me once..nd what ive dun it to her lik a million. *exageration* but yeah every1s prolly sayin i skipped wit matt..l0l..w/e. let em think what they want ryte?? damn i dont feel well..gRrR! so anyways thats all thas going on really. i hope im not on grounding for spring break. that would suk major !! well ima go read mi book. its getting rilly good! LaTeR h0uRs!!
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| Survey 4 boyfriend/girlfriends <3 |
[13 Mar 2005|07:28pm] |
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Survey
Describe your boyfriend/girlfriends...
hair:: short n brown
eyes:: beautiful brown eyes
lips:: soft =)
tounge:: yummy :P
chest:: umm normal??
stomach:: skinny?? if thas what ur asking??
"private parts":: ; )
legs:: l0l..white nd hairy!! *muah* love em tho!!
personality:: awsome!!
humor:: he alwayz makes me smile
intellegence:: hes very smart
athletic ability:: he plays baseball nd basketball
hottness on a scale from 1-10:: 10!!
popularity:: hes pretty popular i guess
Put a * by the things you HATE about your boyfriend/girlfriend...
their ugly::
their taller than you::
their smarter than you::* dnt hate it but i get mad wen he makes fun of me
they have more fun then you::
they smoke::
they drink::
they are'nt confident::
theyre too confident::
theyre a virgin::
theyre not a virgin::
they cheat::
their religion::* dont hate it..but wish it was the same
List some things you would want people to know about your girlfriend/boyfriend...
-hes MINE nd onli MINE!!
-hes sweet
-hes cute
-hes very dedicated
-hes very smart
-hes a gentleman <3 wen he wunts to be ;)
-hes good at everything he does ;)
-hes sexii
-hes the best boyfriend i could ask for
-and again hes MINE NOT YOURS!!! <3
How far have you gone with your boyfriend/girlfriend...*only answer those that apply* (y/n)
hug:: duh!
hold hands:: uhh yeah!
kiss on the cheek:: duh!
pop kiss:: duh!!
makeout:: um yeah!!
gotten fingured:: yeah
fingured girlfriend::
gave handjob:: yeah
recieved handjob::
gave blowjob:: yeah
recieved blowjob::
gotten eaten out:: yeah
eaten out girlfriend::
dry sex:: ;)
intercourse:: not yet *wink wink*
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[13 Mar 2005|06:29pm] |
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:::TIME YOU STARTED THIS SURVERY:::
6:30 pm
==Name:: Jami Lynn
==Nicknames:: image, peanut,jam(ash),babi(matt)
==Age:: 14
==Height:: 5'8
==Hair color:: br0wn w/ blonde highlytes
==Eye color:: blue..but dey change colors
==Race:: caucasion..l0l..ya im white..woo hoo
==Braces [y/n]:: no
==Glasses [y/n]:: no
==Tattoos:: nope cnt wait till i get mine tho ;)
==Stereotype:: hell no0!! no1 can sterotype me!!
==Gay/Straight/etc.:: bi all da way!! woot woot!!
==Siblings:: 2 half bros
==Parents:: mi dad ..dnt hav a mom.. i hav a "mother"
==Best guy friend:: mi boyfriend
==Best girl friend:: grey
==Martial status:: very much in love!! Love you baby!! <3 Jami & Matt 1-13-05 <3
==righty/lefty:: righty
==Most comfortable piece of clothing:: tank nd sophies
==worst EX:: alain
==best EX:: josh..at da tyme
==one thing u hate about the girl y0u like?:: i dnt lik a grl ryte now..=/..1 thing i hate about da guy i lik is that he doesnt lik dat i smoke but thas ok cuz i noe he jus cares =) love you matt!! <3
==one thing u love ab0ut the girl like ?:: again..dnt lik a grl at da moment but i love everything about matt!! <3
:::FRIENDS:::
==Have you known the longest:: Hillary(texas) alex(florida)
==Do you argue the most with:: alex or ash
==Do you always get along with:: britt nd matt
==Is the most trustworthy:: britt nd matt
==Makes you laugh the most:: ash
==Has been there through all the hard times:: matt<3
==Always has a man/woman:: umm.. most of mi friends r usually single..but ash got a man ryte now
==Is the most sensitive:: britt
==Biggest loser:: ash
==Most unique:: chels
==Has the coolest house:: alex
==Has the coolest car:: chels
==Is the most encouraging:: matt nd britt
==Is the most blunt:: matt <3
==Is the shyest:: britt
==Is the most outgoing:: chels
==Is the most rebellious:: me nd chels together!! woot woot!!
==Is the most perfect:: matt
==Is the laziest:: chels
==Is the most optimistic:: not me!! lol prolly matt<3
==Is the most conservative:: britt
==Is most likely to become famous:: matt..famous baseball player!!
==Is most likely to become rich:: matt ^^
==Is most likely to end up in jail:: chels or ash
==Is most likely to have a million kids:: lol...me..or ash ;)
==Is most likely never to have kids:: ash
==Will get a boob job:: me!!..i hate mi boobs..im gettin them reduced =)
==Will get married first:: chels..
==Will lose their virginity first:: outa me,chels,alex,britt nd matt...prolly me nd matt <3
==Always wears a smile:: britt
==Is the smartest:: britt or matt
==Would, without thinking, die for you:: prolly nun of em..mayb britt<3
==Complains the most:: ME!!! lol umm.. alex!!
==Complains the least:: britt
==Is the biggest flirt:: ME!! or ash l0l
==Needs a good man:: britt
==Could be an alien:: chels..l0l..idk y
==Best form of entertainment:: ash..shes HILARIOUS!!
==Is a bad influence:: ash..but i love her..we hav some fun =D
==You would u have sex with:: matt<3 nd hillary l0l
==You think you’ll still talk to when ur 40:: all hopefully =D
==Has the most awesome family:: alex
:::FAVORITES & OTHERS:::
==Living arrangements:: DaD
==Pets:: cody jr's l0l ryte chels..EWWWW!!
==Favorite color:: YELLOW!!!
==Favorite vegetable:: eww vegetables!!..i do lik carrots wit ranch dressing tho
==Favorite fruit:: banana
==Favorite person:: either matt or britt <3
==Favorite idol:: dnt hav an idol
==Favorite place to hang out:: newhere wit matt <3
==Favorite type of music:: everything!! mostly punk,country,nd rap tho
==Favorite type of clothes:: w/e looks good =)
==Favorite stores:: u.s tops, 579, or be you
==Favorite underwear:: thongs
==Favorite things of the opposite sex:: hair, eyes, nd height
==Favorite animal:: racoon..<3
==Favorite cartoon character:: SPONGEBOB!!
==Favorite TV show:: dnt lik tv..but i guess full house or spongebob
==Favorite food:: Mexican food!!
==Favorite sport:: Softball
==Favorite drink:: strawberry daquri..or soda =)
==Favorite piece of clothing:: shirt or jeans
==Favorite day of the week:: friday
==Favorite time of the day:: night
==Favorite sports team:: ne1 from texas!!
==Favorite part of the girl y0u like:: hair nd legs
==Favorite part of you:: mi eyes
:::HAVE YOU EVER?:::
==done drugs:: uhh yeah..who hasnt??
==been drunk:: uhh yeah..duh
==gone streaking:: nope
==gone skinny dipping:: yeah..l0l...memories..hillary
==mooned someone:: nope
==smoked pot:: yeah...
==smoked cigarettes:: yeah..
==kissed a member of the opposite sex:: uhh yeah duh
==kissed a member of the same sex:: yeah!! HOTNESS!! woot woot!!
==been in love:: i am right now!! Matt <3
==been dumped:: i dnt remember..sure i hav tho
==shoplifted:: hell yes..thas how i get all mi jewlry l0l
==been in a fist fight:: uh..ya..do i look pussy to you??
==snuck out of ur house:: uhh yeah..what teen hasnt??
==had a crush on someone of the same sex:: hell yeah!!
==went out with someone of the same sex:: yeah
==skipped school:: yeah
==faked sick to get out of school:: duh!!
==faked a headache to get out of sex:: no..why wuld u wanna get out of havin sex?!
==been walked in on:: doing what exactly??? ;)
==cheated on a test:: all of em ..
==cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend:: yeah..but i felt rilly bad even tho he deserved it .. grRrr..i hate alain..fucking asshole thought he culd hit me
:::WHAT?:::
==what are u wearing now:: long sleeve colar shirt..jeans..white etnies
==what makes u happy:: matt<3
==what makes u sad:: Not being able 2 see matt nd mi family nd past =(
==what makes u mad:: lotz of things
==what makes u wanna slap urself:: looking in the mirror
==what makes u wanna run around naked:: music!!
==what makes u cry:: alot of shyt
==what makes u smile:: matt<3
==what makes u barf:: i dnt barf unless i make miself
:::PICK ONE:::
==truck or car:: Truck baby!! sexii!! trucks make me soo horny!!
==coke or pepsi:: pepsi..4 those who think young! ;) l0l
==monkeys or gorillas:: monkeys
==satin or lace:: satin
==prep or punk:: punk
==boys or girls:: BOTH!!! I GET DA BEST OF BOTH WORLDS!!
==cats or dogs:: cats
==math or english:: english
==chocolate or vanilla:: vanilla
==blondes or brunettes:: brunettes
==skinny or fat:: in between
==grandma or grandpa:: grandpa <3 but grandma on mi ma's side
==formal or not formal:: formal..i love getting dressed up =)
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[13 Mar 2005|04:51pm] |
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wow..shyt..matt just went home to go to his baseball game nd he got me so horny and then just left. fucking asshole! lol jk i love him. but yeah he came over and we chilled for like three hours at the clubhouse. it was major fun =) =). but yeah he now noes a certain way to make me sooo horny. gRrR..wish he wouldnt of found that out. ;) so yeah im kinda upset because he had to leeve to go to his baseball game and i wanted to go but NOOOO ofcourse im GROUNDED!! fucking asshole. mi dad can b rilly cool sometymes..but he can also suk ass. he brought his dumb hoe home tonight. i thought he got rid of her but i guess not. well im about to go eat dinner with mi dad and his whore. LaTeR h0uRs!!
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[13 Mar 2005|12:44am] |
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MINE & MATTS 2 MONTH ANNIVERSARY!! 1/13/05 <3 I LOVE YOU BABY!!
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[13 Mar 2005|12:30am] |
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hey evry 1.. today was actually kinda fun. i had modeling ..dat went pretty well. den after modeling i came home nd got ready to go to the party. im not tryin to sound conceited but i looked so cute in mi blue jeen outfit. =) but ya we went nd it was really gay untill karen started getting drunk. l0l. she told me to get a beer nd take a walk w/ her so i did. nd she drank her jack while i drank a beer. so we were talking about sex nd about matt nd i having sex. nd she asked what me nd matt had dun so i told her nd she told me shes telling mi dad to get me on the pill. l0l. i think its funni. but w/e. newayz so she didnt wunt nemore of her jack so she gave it to me nd i drank it. (so much 4 neva drinking again) l0l. i figured it was ok since i wuz w/ "adults" l0l. so me nd karen were drunk off our asses nd were jumping on their trampolene..nd OMG thnk God that thing had a net arund it. l0l we were falling into that thing left nd right. it was hilarious. nd den afta we jumped we went to the neighbors nd mi dad nd uncle r sitting there getting high nd im lik hell ya!! woot woot. they had lik about a pound of that shyt. so dey passed it 2 me nd i started smoking with mi dad. thas a way to spend some valuable family tyme *rotfl*. so then i talked to da neighbors nd she hooked me up wit some !! mi business how much ;) so ya im gunna get high tomorroe!! but im kinda upset b/c i jus read matts journal nd hez all mad at me 4 smoking w/o him nd drinking. idk y he cares. i was perfectly safe. but w/e. ya so ill jus let him b mad..theres nttn i can do about it now. so yeah. den we went home nd now im on hrr. im so stoned!! yeah!! hopefully i see matt tomorroe..i miss him ALOT!! iight well LaTeR h0uRs!!
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hey every1!!! guess wut!!! i g0t t0 see Matt t0day!!!! im so0o0o excited but im kinda upset b/c seeing him jus made me wunt t0 stay w/ him l0nger. it t00k me 4eva t0 actually leeve. =/ l0l...i miss him already!! grrRrr..i h0pe s0meh0w i can c him t0m0rr0e..i d0ubt it. =/ seeing him made me realize h0w much i rilly d0 miss him. it wuz great t0 b in hiz arms again th0. well t0days friday and im d0ing abs0lutly nttn!! GREAT!! 0 well..guess ill d0 a pampering thing.. l0l... itz been awhile since i did that. take a l0nnng bubble bath and giv miself a manicure and pedicure. w00 h00. rather b w/ matt but 0kie d0kie!! well dnt hav anything else t0 sey besides i pr0lly wnt b here dis weekend cuz ill pr0lly b in lakesw0rth w/ da assh0le. well LaTeR h0uRs!!
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What is your name? Jami
Are you named after anyone? yeah. mi daddy
What's your screename? mixshootingxstar
Would you name a child of yours after you? just the 1st letter of mi name
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be? idk
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be? none of mi friends really hav names i wunt =/
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly? omg yes!! i hate wen they assume its jamie...itz JAMI itz cute w/o da 'e' ryte britt?? lol
Would you drop your last name if you became famous? y.? naw itz skr8
Your gender: female
Straight/Gay/Bi: Bi all day way homes!! woot woot!!
Single? nope !! matt <3 luv ya baby
Birthdate: September 19
Age you wish you were: 21
Your height: 5'8
Eye color: blue..but dey change colors
Happy with it? yeah.
Hair color: brown with blonde highlytes
Happy with it? yeah
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: righty
Your living arrangement: mi daddy =/
Have any pets? nope cody ran away!! =( *moment of silence*
Whats your job? school..believe me itz a job in itz own! ;)
Piercings? mi ears double holes
Tattoos? not yet..gunna hav da rebel nd texas flag on mi bak nd cherries on mi bikini line tho ;) SEXIII!! *lick*
Obsessions? online..boys..friends...PNUT BUTTER!!
Addictions? cutting..but *cutting down* haha get it? not funni tho =/
Do you speak another language? giberish..does dat count??
Have a favorite quote? love is giving someone the ability to destroy you but trusting them not to. <3
Do you have a webpage? naw
Do you live in the moment? For the most part
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? Depends
Do you have any secrets? sure..am i gunna tell u?? NO!!
Do you hate yourself? YES!! but tryin to work on the confident thing
Do you like your handwriting? itz iight
Do you have any bad habits? yeah... =/
What is the compliment you get from most people? mi eyes
What's your biggest fear? love <3 =/
Can you sing?: idk u tell me
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? hell no..im me!!
Are you a loner? i lik 2 think i am..but i noe too many ppl
What are your #1 priorities in life? skool church nd boys..:)
If you were another person, would you be friends with you? yea
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? i cut nd i hate everything about mi looks
Are you passive or agressive? assertive..but can get very agressive =/
Do you have a journal? this thingy nd mi diary
What is your greatest strength and weakness? i lik to think i hav a good personality but mi depression sux!!!
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? everything
Do you think you are emotionally strong? hell fuk no
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? sneekin matt in the house..now i cnt c him =(
Do you think life has been good so far? hell no..itz sucked..if it doesnt get betta im leeving..lol
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? life sux..but u gota keep movin on
What do you like the most about your body? nothin rilly..mayb eyes..sometymes
And least? everything but mostly mi boobs nd stomach
Do you think you are good looking?: no
Are you confident? no..but working on it
What is the fictional character you are most like? patrick from spongebob..oh yeah!!
Smoke? occasionally
Do drugs? occasionally
Read the newspaper? rotfl...fuk dat...loser!!
Pray? yupperz
Go to church? yes
Talk to strangers who IM you? yeah. its fun!
Sleep with stuffed animals? the bear matt got me 4 valentines <3
Take walks in the rain? 4get walk letz dance !! lol
Talk to people even though you hate them? ya.. idk y tho *cough cough*
Drive? i hav..but not usually..under age =/
Like to drive fast? duh!! especially on the motorcycle!!!
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[10 Mar 2005|08:03pm] |
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well this is day 3 of not seeing matt. im so depressed! ::tears:: i miss him sooo much. i sound like such a loser. but after seeing matt almost everyday for the past two months and then not being able to even talk to him on the fone for 3 days iz literally a nightmare. i finished ALL of my report. due tomorroe. grRrR.. i cnt go newhere tomorroe. im soo mad!! mi dad iz dragging me whereva hez goin which meens i cnt do shyt!! im so annoyed! oh well. i guess theres really nothing i can do about it. i jus hope matt isnt thinking nething dramatic...i meen i wuldnt blame him if he wuz but all thats on mi mind is ..omg hez gunna break up w/ me b/c i cnt c him! im so worried! but yeah. usually i would b so excited that tomorroes friday but i rilly just wish it would stay thursday forever. well i guess ima go.. i have no life what so eva. LaTeR h0uRs!!
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[09 Mar 2005|10:00pm] |
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hey every1..i met a new buddy 2nyte at church. shes really kool. her name is jenny. shes 20 so shes lik young enuf to understand me but old enuf to giv advice. shes totally kool. i was talking to her during my bible study because my bible study leader didnt show and all of jennys students didnt show so it was jus me nd her. she told me about herself and it turns out that we have alot in common. so we made plans to meet on tuesdays and do a movie or bible study or something. shes kool and im looking foward to hanging out with her. next time i go to church im DRAGGING matt there. i think he would really enjoy it if he just tried to have an open mind about it. but yeah thats really all that happened tonight. LaTeR h0uRs!!
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[09 Mar 2005|04:51pm] |
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hey every1. today was boring. i was ryte..brittany did stay home to do her project..oh im so good. neways..today was testing and it was so easy. it was easier then the fcat. and the test was colorful! l0l. but ya it was raining today so i didnt get to walk home with matt. =( im very dissappointed about that. i guess ill have to wait till tomorroe. i have a really sore throat and i tink itz b/c of the dramatic drop in temperature but w/e. no1 cares. =/ im sneezing uncontrolably nd mi throat iz all sore nd shyt..gRrrR i hate it. but today i found out some info on pompano beach high which is where i applied for highskool and it sounds so awsome! it has everything i want. i just have to ask if they have anything in lik therapy cause i want to be a therapist. i think i culd really help people. so anywayz thats about it. im such a loser w/o mi babii. well LaTeR h0uRs!!
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IM FINALLY FINISHED!! well not really. i still have to write my conclusion but that wont take me long. ill either do that tomorroe after church or thursday night. omg ull neva guess who jus im'd me! DJ!! my buddy!! omg i miss him so much! hez awsome. newayz tomorroe r nrt's whoopee! NOT!! grr...ima have testing all week besides friday because monday was science..today i had the math makeups...tomorroe nrts's...thursday nrt's...GRRR!! im doing absolutly nothing friday because my dad still has me on lockdown or "daddy prision" as he likes to call it. well nothing exciting is happening so LaTeR h0uRs!!
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well evry1..math fcat was pretty easy. sat alone at lunch. britt wuznt at skool. thas ok she owes me. l0l. sry about all da tymes i ditched u britt. were styll not even ;) well matt put the letter to my dad in my mailbox and my dad read it. he was silent wen he read it and then just handed it to me. i act lik i hadnt seen it b4 and read it over and i started balling! mi dad said mayb after he can trust us again he'll let us see each other again. he seyd he doesnt enjoy doin this to me but he has to teach "us" a lesson. w/e i sorta understand. IF i get another chance to be with matt i we wont fuck it up i noe. this is rilly killing me not being able to see him tho. evry fucking thing reminds me of him. well ima try nd get mi mind off of it by trying to goin bak to working on mi project =) fun fun! *sarcasm*. well LaTeR h0uRs!!
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[07 Mar 2005|10:34pm] |
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hey evry1..working on the project. fun fun. =/ NOT! i did mine on the alamo. LAME! o well. my dads dragging me to some party thing this weeknd in lakeworth with all his lil friends and is getting me a hotel. ill jus stay in the room all day and read. what a loser? o well i have no life anymore if my dad wants to take matt away. well im gonna go finish these fucking letters and read some of my book. math makeups for the fcat tomorroe. wish me luck..altho i herd it wuz easy. LaTeR h0uRs!!
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| NeW JoUrNaL |
[07 Mar 2005|05:14pm] |
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hey evry1..new journal.
you like?
really i dont care.
not in the best mood.
life sucks.
tons of homework.
boyfriend problems.
family problems. *as usual*
and ofcourse self problems.
LaTeR LiFeTyMeS!!
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